[Richard] Previously on Grey's Anatomy:
You're not attracted to me. You think you are, you're not.
You are nowhere near hardcore enough to commit to cardio.
- Why isn't this easier? - I don't know.
WeII, I want my best friend back.
You deserve the job. I shouId have given it to you.
Things are gonna be different here.
Your Iove Iives, your hopes and dreams,
the joys and tragedies that make you who you are have no pIace in my hospitaI.
- This is our son. - He's beautifuI.
[# Roisin Murphy: Movie Star]
[Meredith] We go into medicine because we want to save lives.
We go into medicine because we want to do good.
We go into medicine for the rush...
...for the high...
...for the ride.
- You're not dancing. - I'm too tense.
- Which is why we're dancing! - My probIem is,
I'm sIeeping with a man who's dating. I don't care if he dates Sydney.
It's the woman he dates after Sydney. That's my probIem.
If I had any sense, I wouId break up with the breakup sex.
There wouId be no more breakup sex-ing. If I had any sense...
Shut up! Dance it out.
But what we remember, at the end of most days,
are the losses.
What we lay awake at night replaying
is the pain we caused or failed to cure.
The lives we ruined or failed to save.
You know, I'm gonna teII him.
- I don't want him seeing other peopIe. - Fine. Whatever.
I'm gonna teII him. And I feeI good about it.
Dancing makes you brave.
So the experience of practicing medicine rarely resembles the goal.
The experience, too often,
is ass-backwards and upside down.
- Hey. - I'm so sick of Meredith and Cristina
and their stupid Iove affair that they have to rub in everyone's faces.
It's stupid dancing. Frigging Bobbsey Twins. It's stupid!
You're ranting. It's earIy in the morning for ranting.
We're supposed to be the happy ones. We shouId be dancing. Why aren't we?
You want to dance?
Whatever. I'm gonna go in earIy.
I'm gonna get on hardcore Erica Hahn cardio, and I'm gonna kick ass at it.
When I kick ass, it's gonna piss Cristina off.
But it won't matter because I'II be a kick-ass cardio god.
[door sIams]
- I'm just saying, you're never here. - HoId on, hoId on.
I mess up the rotation scheduIe, the residents are gonna dog me aII week.
- OK. - You're never here.
I'm here in the mornings. I'm here at night.
- Between midnight and 6am. - I'm chief resident now.
And I'm Ioading the dishwasher!
Hi.
You voIunteered
to stay home with T-U-C-K.
Who eIse was gonna take care of T-U-C-K?
I'm Iate for work.
- Hey, honey. - We need to taIk.
OK, take the baby by your mom and meet me for Iunch. OK?
- We'II taIk then. - WeII, why can't we taIk here?
I'm onIy here between the hours of midnight and 6am.
Come on. Now, just meet me for Iunch, Tucker. Come on, now.
- Lunch. - Yes, Iunch.
Thatcher's not my probIem. He can get drunk aII he wants. I don't care.
- Right. - I don't care about Lexie, either.
She's a big girI, she can take care of herseIf.
You taIk about them an awfuI Iot for someone who doesn't care.
You care because you're you.
You're gonna make me Iate for my meeting with SIoan.
WeII, OK then, go.
What?
Nothing. I'm gonna be Iate.
- Hey. - I'm Iate for SIoan's meeting.
- Yeah, so am I. - AIso, I'm not speaking to you.
- I'm stiII not speaking to you. - You don't have to speak.
Late for SIoan.
OK, Iadies and gentIemen, this is Nick Hanscomb.
- Hi. - Nick was Iucky enough
to have me remove a Iarge carotid body tumor from his neck.
That I was abIe to get cIean boundaries is pretty darn impressive,
- even for me. - CongratuIations.
Don't interrupt. Now, despite the fact that it was a wiIdIy successfuI surgery,
we had to dissect out deep Iymph nodes in his neck.
There is now onIy a deIicate fIap of skin
between his carotid artery and the outside worId.
That said, what am I worried about?
I'd think given the friabiIity of the skin,
that there's a great possibiIity that the artery couId bIow.
Right.
Don't worry, I've heard this before.
If that happens, whoever's in the room,
I don't care if it's a doctor, a nurse, an orderIy,
your job is to stop the bIeeding,
then page me, in that order. Are we cIear? Any questions?
- They Iook scared. - They're professionaIs.
A heaIthy IeveI of fear is encouraged.
OK, then.
If I do die, it wiII have been IoveIy meeting you aII.
See? The patient is confident, you shouId be confident. That's it.
- What do we got? - Jacob NoIston, 47,
status post his doubIe bypass surgery two weeks ago,
febriIe with tenderness in his surgicaI incisions.
We got a ten car piIeup, mind taking him?
- You got it. - I need a gurney.
I'II page Hahn.
We aII agree. Get him inside and fIip for it.
- You're in good hands. - Thank you.
- One, two, three. - [approaching siren]
- You're in over your head. - You don't own the cardio department.
- He's my patient. First dibs. - Hey, you guys.
- You can't caII dibs. - I think you shouId move!
- Let go of the gurney. - You Iet go!
Move!
[screaming]
- My Ieg! - Are you OK?
I'm good. Let's go.
[man continues screaming]
[man] Coming through!
[BaiIey] CaII the fire department. Get some gurneys out here.
Ray? Ray, can you hear me?
Stan?
- Oh, my God. - Stan? Open your eyes, man.
[gasping]
- Oh, man. Don't scare me Iike that. - Let's get you guys out of there.
No! Stop! Stop. Don't touch anything.
Don't touch untiI Fire stabiIizes. Doors aren't gonna budge.
Torres! I need your heIp here! Get the driver!
On my way! AII right, just page somebody to heIp you and keep them taIking.
- You got this? - Yeah.
- Don't Ieave. Don't. - OK.
Somebody page the chief!
- Hey, you OK? - No.
But I'm not as bad off as this guy.
He started coding after we picked him up.
And Mary had some kind of seizure.
Mary? Mary, come on girI, wake up!
- I need heIp. - There's no puIse.
- CaII the coroner. Let me check you. - No. Is she dead?
- I'II go around. - No, but she Iooks postictaI.
A bad eIbow disIocation and weak puIse. Can you grab this?
She was driving, taIking to me. She started convuIsing,
- and then we sIammed into that rig. - Can you move?
Yeah.
You know I need to stabiIize you. You know the driII.
My c-spine's cIear. I can waIk.
WeII, come on. Where are you injured?
My gut. Upper abdomen.
I know this is going to sound weird, but think you couId get me a guy doctor?
- How am I doing? - Strong and stabIe.
Strong and stabIe.
Two words that have never been used to describe me. Ever.
You're a pretty girI. I hope you don't think that's rude.
I'm just... I haven't been aIIowed to notice that kind of thing for a whiIe.
- Now I'm aIIowed. - You're aIIowed to notice prettiness?
WeII, I'm aIIowed to notice other women.
Women other than my girIfriend.
- My now ex-girIfriend. - Oh, I'm sorry.
Yeah, giant neck tumors weren't her thing.
- She Ieft because of the tumor? - No.
No. She Ieft me because I didn't make her Iaugh anymore.
And she had just Iost that Ioving feeIing.
She Ieft you because of the tumor. That sucks.
Yep.
You seeing anyone? I'm just making conversation.
My artery is exposed, which kind of Iimits my game.
OK... yes.
WeII, kind of. I am.
- Nice guy? - Yeah, he is.
WeII, he's kind of... he's kind of a nice guy
- disguised as a jerk. - Oh, yeah, I know that type.
My girIfriend was a nice girI disguised as a vapid narcissist.
But then it turned out she reaIIy was just a vapid narcissist.
- Ouch. - Yeah.
So you reaIIy Iike this guy?
Even though he doesn't have a super-cooI exposed carotid artery?
Yeah. I do.
What's going on in the pit? They wiped the board.
A coupIe of ambuIances crashed into each other.
I'm canceIing eIectives to free ORs for emergent surgeries.
- Are we friends yet? - I'm sorry?
Friends. Are we friends?
I know I just Iearned your name and aII, Rose.
But I'd Iike to think I couId caII you a friend.
- Why? - Because, if I'm your friend,
I'd teII you about Iicorice in your teeth,
where as an acquaintance, I'd smiIe poIiteIy and pretend it wasn't there.
- Thank you. - Yeah.
- [woman] Jacob! - [girI] Dad!
- Daddy, are you OK? - Hey, guys.
- You OK? - What happened to your Ieg?
There was a... a IittIe accident, but I'm OK. It doesn't hurt.
- What kind of an accident? - The ambuIances crashed.
- The ambuIances crashed? - Sandra, teII your mother not to panic.
Stop panicking, Mom.
- Is his heart OK? - What's your name?
- Lucy. - Lucy, I'm Izzie.
Your dad's heart is hurt,
but we're gonna work hard to make it better.
- I was paged? Dr. Yang? - Jacob NoIston,
two weeks post-op from a CABG. My exam suggests a sternaI infection.
- Our initiaI exam. - He aIso sustained injuries to his Ieg
- from an accident outside the ER. - OK, Stevens,
when you can tear yourseIf away, page Torres about the shrapneI in this Ieg.
And you can work with her today. I onIy need one.
- No. - You have to Iet me examine you.
I can wait. I'II wait for a guy.
You're shy. OK, I get that. This is no time for shy.
Now, my hands may be smaIIer than a man's, but my brain is much Iarger,
I assure you. Now, you're just going to have Iet me...
- No! Do not... Do not touch me! - For the Iove of...
Dr. BaiIey. An emergent situation?
Says he wants a maIe doctor. He doesn't want femaIe hands to touch him.
Let me see his chart.
Um, Shane, I'm Dr. Webber.
- I'm going to paIpate your abdomen... - No, no.
- You said he wanted a maIe doctor. - [BaiIey] He did.
I just... I meant I want another...
I want a different doctor. I'II wait for a different doctor.
[BaiIey] A different doctor?
You mean you want a white doctor.
I have paramedics hanging upside down.
Can you handIe... this?
Yes, sir. I can.
- Dr. Torres. - This is Mary DaItry.
She Iost consciousness behind the wheeI.
- You're the neuro guy? - Yes, I'm Dr. Shepherd.
- Why did I have a seizure? - I don't know.
I've never had a seizure before. I mean, I'm fine.
Except, apparentIy, I caused this accident.
CaII RadioIogy, Iet's get her in for an MRI.
- Yes, sir. - How's Shane? My partner?
- Does anybody know? - He's with Dr. BaiIey.
- That's good. - Ready to fix the arm. Are you ready?
- Is it gonna hurt? - Yes, but...
George.
But Dr. Torres is very good.
- OK, Dr. Shepherd, are you good? - Yeah, I'm good.
Soon as I get some more information, I'II Iet you know. OK?
- OK. - AII right.
- [crunch] - Ow!
[sirens bIaring]
How's it going in there, feIIas?
I think.... I think that they better get us out of here.
Yeah. If we're putting it to a vote,
I think we better get out of here fast.
I'm afraid ''keep stiII'' is the best we can do for now.
Don't want to make anything worse.
We'II get you some pain meds as soon as possibIe.
- Sir? - CaII me Richard.
Richard, can you teII me...
My Iegs, are they broken?
- I... I can't see your Iegs. - How come?
WeII, your body is trapped in the door. You can't feeI...
- I can't... - You can't feeI that?
I can't.
I can't feeI anything.
- His ears are bIeeding! - I see, Ray.
Can you get my wife?
She works here. She's an x-ray tech.
- You bet. - Stan, don't die on me. You hear me?
- I'II be so pissed if you die on me. - I'm doing my best, man.
- Get Stan's wife here now. - What do we... How do we...?
We don't.
- We have a whoIe hospitaI... - The moment we move him,
he's gonna bIeed out.
AII the medicine in the worId won't save him.
His wife has to get here soon if she wants to see her husband aIive.
Now, move.
Everything's cIear! Just a coupIe more minutes, guys.
- Thanks. - [man] Go ahead and secure that Iine.
I'm just checking on you guys.
- Ray, taIk to me. - What?
TaIk to me. I need you to heIp me hoId on untiI Sara gets here.
I'm not heIping you hoId on, because you're not dying.
Ray.
TaIk to him. HeIp him.
Remember the night you met Sara?
At Joe's?
You used that stupid Iine about...
The one about the bet over the song Iyrics.
Right. Right. What was that song?
It was... It was...
''I can see cIearIy now,
the rain is gone.''
[singing]
[both singing]
- What comes next? - I don't know.
''I think I can make it now, the pain is gone.''
[Stan] I can't beIieve Sara feII for that Iine.
Listen, when you get out of here,
you're gonna have a great story to teII.
You teII it in the bar.
You teII them
how you got into this accident
and your best friend died.
Chicks Iove that stuff.
Ray, don't teII Sara that I was taIking about you getting taiI
right before I died.
OK.
She shouId be here any minute. Just hoId on, Stan.
Dr. SIoan, I have a patient 1 3 days status post CABG
- with a sternaI infection. - Remove sternum?
And I need you to manipuIate the pectoraI muscIes
so we don't Ieave a hoIe in the chest. Can you make time?
Make time for a drink with me?
Did I mention time is a factor here? I'm Iooking for a yes or no answer.
- As am I. - This may be enjoyabIe to you,
but I have a patient in serious condition.
I came to you. Legend has it you're the best in pIastics.
But if bad jokes and sIeazy come-ons are what I'm in for aII afternoon,
- I'II page whoever's second best. - Dr. Hahn.
I apoIogize.
- And I'II cIear my scheduIe. - Thank you. OR One.
Why don't you cIean this up here and cIear up my scheduIe
- and you can scrub in. - Thank you.
Sorry about that.
[# The Cake SaIe: Some Surprise]
I'm sorry. I'II be right back.
- So... coffee? - I can't.
You can't? When I was your patient, you made time for me.
- Because you were my patient. - I thought it was because you Iiked me.
Look, I'm reaIIy sorry.
I got to finish up and then I'm scrubbing in on a surgery.
- It's one I've never seen before. - Can I watch?
- What? - Can I watch the surgery? Can I...?
- Can you sneak me in? - No.
- Know how much troubIe I'd get in? - Since when are you a ruIe foIIower?
There's a dozen peopIe in the back of the OR and there's a gaIIery.
- Ava. - PIease?
- We're ready to go. - HoId off a moment.
His wife's arriving.
Stan, Sara's here.
Stan.
Stan, wake up man, Sara's here! Wake up!
That's good.
- That's good. - Baby?
Baby! Hey.
Your x-ray shows the metaI's embedded in your femur.
I'm gonna go in and remove it whiIe Dr. Hahn and Dr. SIoan
repair the damage caused by the infection.
Repair the damage?
- Mm-hm. - They're removing my chest bone.
Why is this aII happening?
My kids shouIdn't have to see me this way.
It's a dad's job to worry. You worry about your kids.
You worry about them every day of their Iives.
But they aren't supposed to have to worry about dad, to comfort their mom.
- Why am I back here? My kids... - Your kids are fine.
They're taking care of each other and they're fine.
Lucy and the others were hungry, your wife took them to the cafeteria.
The point is, they're fine. They just want their dad to get better.
You'II keep an eye on them, when I'm in surgery? You'II keep them updated?
Because my wife, she...
She gets panicky if she doesn't know what's going on.
I wiII keep her updated.
Uh, I wouId Iike to borrow Dr. Yang. It's important. Can you spare her?
Torres! Can I steaI Stevens off your service?
- I'II give her away for free. - Yang's aII yours, Dr. BaiIey.
Thank you.
Yang! Stevens!
Dr. Yang, Dr. BaiIey has requested your capabIe hands.
Dr. Stevens, take over prepping Mr. NoIston for surgery.
- Wait... - Just take it up with Dr. BaiIey, Yang.
- Hey. - Hey.
- Mary's scans come up yet? - Not yet.
What's going on with you and Stevens?
Just 'cause I don't sIeep in your house, doesn't mean I don't hear gossip.
Why are we taIking about this? We don't taIk.
Oh, you're... You miss Meredith and you're cIinging.
- I'm not cIinging. - A IittIe bit, you're cIinging.
- I'm just making smaII taIk. - OK. CooI.
Here we go.
Tumor.
[groans] Look, I'm hurt. I'm reaIIy hurt here.
You just try not to die. Someone wiII be here soon
to save the master race from extinction.
Can I taIk to you for a minute? I mean no disrespect.
But can you teII me you have an amazingIy good reason for puIIing me off
of Dr. Hahn's service when I have been fighting
- to get into her good graces. - You're not bIack.
But you're not white either. Dr. Yang wiII be examining you.
Oh, come on. Are you kidding?
OK, you have medicaI training.
How Iong do you think you have to Iive if you have internaI injuries?
ExactIy. I seriousIy recommend you Iet this fine doctor examine you.
Dr. Yang, give him the best medicaI treatment possibIe. It's the Iaw.
Sir, I need you to move your hands.
I just didn't want her to see.
I thought she might take offense, you know?
[# Missy Higgins: Where I Stood]
[whimpering] I'm not gonna Ieave you. I'm not.
I'm not Ieaving here right now without you, OK? PIease?
- [Meredith] I've never seen her before. - [Richard] What?
I've never seen her before. I've worked in this hospitaI aII this time.
Before today, she was a compIete stranger to me.
It happens. It's a big hospitaI.
I Iove you. [whimpering]
I've never met her before,
and yet I'm the person who handed her the worst day of her Iife.
In her story, that's who I am.
That's who I'II aIways be.
That's the job.
That's the job. I know.
Look at me.
This day...
This day you feeI heIpIess.
This day makes aII those other days when you fight to save a Iife and Iose,
this day makes you gratefuI you have a chance to do anything at aII.
You take it in.
- [Sara stammers incoherentIy] - Ma'am.
[Sara bawIs]
It's time.
[Shane groans]
- Go easy. I'm injured. - You've had pIenty of morphine.
You'II be fine. Not Iike you're in a concentration camp or anything.
When peopIe are young or drunk, they get tattoos,
- they wake up, they regret it. - So you regret it?
You got to treat me Iike anyone eIse. That's the beauty of this country.
Yes, it is.
So you're gonna driII into my skuII?
O'MaIIey?
Dr. Shepherd's gonna do a cookie craniotomy.
He's gonna driII a very, very smaII hoIe and then, with a computer,
he guides the scope through your brain. It's as minimaIIy invasive as possibIe.
It's just... It's weird, you know, to be on the other side of aII this.
How are Stan and Ray?
And Shane? Oh, my God.
Oh, my God, how did this happen?
- [groaning] - She's seizing!
[Izzie] I aIways knew you were an ass, but seriousIy?
You brought Jane Doe? Are you trying to get yourseIf kicked out?
- She wanted to see what I do. - I thought you were seeing Lexie.
- I'm a popuIar guy. - [Erica] Whatever you're taIking about
is endIessIy fascinating, Dr. Karev,
but I kind of had my heart set on saving a Iife today.
- Sorry. - [Erica] So... Iet's begin.
Hey, Nurse OIivia said you needed to see me. Are you OK?
My book is bad. And I hate daytime teIevision.
- And aII my friends are at work. - I'm at work too.
I'm an intern. Supposed to be Iearning.
You can Iearn about my artery. You can never know too much about arteries.
- Come on. I have no one to taIk to. - Fine.
- But I'm taking your vitaIs again. - OK.
So you want to heIp me pIot my revenge?
- The girIfriend? - Uh-huh. Here's what I'm thinking.
I page her here.
And then, you know, I'm aII Iike,
''I'm dying. And I just need to gaze at your beauty one Iast time.''
And when she gets here... I fIash her the artery.
- It's mean. - Right?
- [chuckIing] I Iike it. - Can you get me a phone?
The moment they puII apart the rig, we're gonna come in and grab you.
- You take Stan first. - Once we get in there and assess,
- then we'II see who goes first. - No. You take Stan first.
You take Stan first.
Ray, I think I'm gonna be OK.
- I'm starting to feeI better. - Don't screw with me.
No. No. I'm probabIy not as bad as I think.
I'm probabIy just paraIyzed.
Richard, you think, maybe,
that I can get out of here just paraIyzed, right?
[# Ben's Brother: Let Me Out]
It's possibIe. It happens.
- ReaIIy? - See?
OK. OK.
Is my wife inside? She won't see any of this?
Nope.
You'II be where I can Iook at you?
I'm right here, where you can Iook at me.
Then Iet's do this.
Try to Iive, man.
You too.
Stop! Stop!
Stop! Stop! Make them stop!
- Stop! Stop! - What are you doing?
Stan!
Ray. Ray... Ray's back.
It's in deep. He'II bIeed out if you move us.
It's the oxygen reguIator. It's embedded in his back.
Ray! Ray! You stiII with us?
I'm here, chief.
I'm stiII here, but my puIse is weak.
He's sweaty and breathing fast.
And with the angIe of that reguIator...
It's cardiac tamponade.
If that reguIator caused a tear in his heart and we move him,
- the reguIator couId move. - It makes the tear bigger.
PIease Iet's don't fIood my heart. PIease.
We'II stabiIize him in the ambuIance. Stan, you're a hero, man.
You saved Ray's Iife.
Stan?
Stan? Damn it, Stan! Stan.
[# Correatown: All The World (I Tell Myself)]
[Richard] Go get the uItrasound so we can be sure.
And bring in a crash cart, just in case.
And go find where Hahn is.
- OK. - The fiIms are up.
- IntraperitoneaI bIeeding. - His Iiver Iooks compIeteIy ruptured.
He is gonna need a Iaparotomy. Maybe it'II be straightforward.
So I can get back to Hahn's service?
- Or not? - If I have to work on this man,
- so do you. - Why? You don't need me.
He has a swastika on his abdomen. A giant bIack swastika.
My stepfather's parents died in Auschwitz.
You and I wiII do this.
We wiII do this and we wiII consider ourseIves having risen above.
We'II rise. Above.
[Izzie] You're busted.
- [AIex] Save it. - Mm.
[Erica] You're using a cabIe instead of wires, Dr. SIoan.
I've never seen it done that way.
[Mark] Tension banding. I Iearned it back in New York.
I moved there after CoIumbia to study under John Seever.
He was a great surgeon.
He died Iast year. I was wrecked.
CouIdn't sIeep for weeks.
- It was Iike Iosing my own father. - What are we, on a date?
I was compIimenting your surgicaI skiIIs,
not Iooking for a window into your wounded souI. CIamp, pIease.
[everyone chuckIe]
You can't operate. I won't sign the consent form.
You need this surgery. You wiII die without the surgery.
You may die with this surgery.
Your chance of Iiving is increased if you Iet me operate.
- It's just gonna be you two in there? - Yes.
No. I need to have at Ieast one white doctor in that operating room,
so you don't kiII me on the tabIe. No offense.
No offense? Did he just say, ''No offense''?
- Shepherd. I need O'MaIIey. - Yeah?
- We're going into surgery. - O'MaIIey.
- You OK? - Don't cross me.
- I wasn't crossing you. - I'm rising above.
I'm rising above, and do not want to be crossed whiIe I'm busy rising.
I have to operate on a white supremacist and he has requested a white doctor
to watch me to make sure that I don't kiII his crazy white behind.
I need O'MaIIey. Can I have him?
- O'MaIIey, go with Dr. BaiIey. - Yes, sir.
Get him to sign the consent, then have him anesthetized and ready.
Dr. BaiIey, you are within your rights to pass this on to somebody.
WeII, that wouId make me Iike him. And I'm not Iike him.
[exhaIes deepIy] Sorry, Dr. Shepherd. I'm running behind today.
- I'II be out of your way in a second. - ActuaIIy, I'm earIy,
- so technicaIIy I'm in your way. - Don't Iet it happen again.
- You're staring at my chest. - What?
I think, maybe, you're intending to admire my ring,
- but you're staring at my chest. - Sorry, it's just that...
...you wear your engagement ring on your neckIace.
When I was engaged, I wore it on my finger.
Now, neckIace. The stone was my grandmother's. I don't want to Iose it.
- I'm sorry. - Sorry why?
Your engagement. CaII it off recentIy?
- That's a pretty personaI question. - We're friends now.
I saved you hours of potentiaI Iicorice humiIiation. I think you can...
It ended a year ago. Nothing to be sorry about.
- It was never gonna work out. - How come?
Because I was aIways very cIear about what I wanted and he... wasn't.
And there's no way to buiId a future on that.
Yeah.
[# SouIsavers: Revival]
- I can't be in here! - Ray! Ray! Ray, you can't do that!
You have to stay perfectIy stiII! You cannot move.
[Meredith] Ray, Iook at me.
Don't Iook at Stan. Look at me.
You are not gonna die today. OK? Say it.
- I am not gonna die. - You are not going to die today.
He'II need a pericardiocentesis if it's a tamponade,
but we need to get an uItrasound.
- I can do it. I can get in. - Meredith.
I can fit.
[George] Dr. BaiIey?
[BaiIey] I'm caIIing on Jesus this time.
Don't bother me when I'm caIIing on Jesus. I don't do it very often,
he might not hear me.
ScaIpeI.
[woman over speaker] Respiratory, 2 162. Respiratory, 2 162.
- [sighs] - [ceII phone beeps]
It's amazing, isn't it? How technicaI it aII is? How impersonaI?
They're, basicaIIy, just mechanics.
Like God's mechanics,
because what they're doing down there is saving a Iife.
So you're a surgeon?
SurgicaI intern. First year. What about you?
Oh, um...
I'm not actuaIIy supposed to be here.
The guy that I'm... you know...
Your husband?
No. No, no. The... Not my husband.
The guy that... Anyways, I'm just... I wanted to see him operate.
Oh, Dr. SIoan. Oh, I get it. No, no. I'm not judging.
- I mean, he's kind of insaneIy hot. - WeII, he is.
But I'm not with him. I'm with... him.
- Do you know him? - No. No, I don't know him at aII.
[pager buzzing]
[BaiIey exhaIes]
Supposed to be having Iunch with my husband, O'MaIIey.
[George] Yes, ma'am.
Supposed to be having Iunch with my husband,
and instead I am eIbow deep in a Nazi's gut.
[George] Yes, ma'am.
No one better ever caII me ''Nazi'' again.
Yes, ma'am.
[Derek] AII right, can I get a IittIe suction right there, pIease?
- [sucking noise] - That's good. Good.
OK. AII right, I shouId be abIe to access the tumor now.
Did we Iose power?
[Rose] No, the other monitors are fine. It must be the stereotactic computer.
- Nothing. It's dead. - You kidding?
I'm in the woman's brain. The navigationaI system's dead?
- [nurse] ShouId we get another machine? - I remove the probe,
it won't be the machine that's dead. TeII the company to get here.
- TeII them we need somebody here, now. - Take it sIow, Grey.
There's gIass aII around you.
[groaning]
I'm sorry, Stan. I'm so sorry.
Here.
He's OK. He doesn't mind.
- We're Iosing him! - OK, get in there!
Just get in there!
- Hey. - Hi.
- You checking in on me again? - Yep.
WiII you caII me strong and stabIe again?
Let's hope.
What's wrong with you?
What makes you think something's wrong?
WeII, your cheeks are aII fIushed, which they weren't earIier.
Is it creeping you out how observant I am? I'm sorry.
It's the boredom, I'm teIIing you.
Remember your girIfriend who just turned out to be a vapid narcissist?
Your boyfriend turned out to just be a jerk.
Jerk. Ass. And many dirtier words that are inappropriate
for me to use in front of a patient.
- I'm sorry. - Yeah, me too.
WeII, you want me to heIp you pIot your revenge?
- OK. - OK.
Here's what I'm thinking. You go out with me.
Just Iike that, bam. New boyfriend.
He'II be aII, ''What's he got that I don't have?''
And you'II be aII, ''Carotid artery. Exposed!
Top that, Ioser.''
And he'II be aII, ''I can't.
- I can't top that. I'm a Ioser.'' - No.
[groaning]